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Book Meme

Posted on 2009.04.24 at 23:14
I am: sofaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I feel: blahblah
I'm listening to: Nine Inch Nails - Awitha Teetha
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Ganked from planetbanjo 

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denial

meme time

Posted on 2009.03.08 at 19:20
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Since everyone else has done it I suppose I should do the five things meme. So come on peeps, give me your fives :D

denial

update

Posted on 2009.03.05 at 21:16
I am: sofa of dreams
I'm listening to: zen fountain
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So I had a supremely weird experience at work yesterday. I'm still not allowed out on my own, yet more drama that I can do nothing about so I just grumble and get on with it. We were visiting someone and having a cup of tea and an intelligent discussion about the state of the health service and the problems with america and such. In the background the alan titchmarsh show was on (I had no idea such a beast even existed but there you go) Bear in mind this was around 3pm in the afternoon. And they had a segment on sex toys. The sound was turned down but the subtitles were on, and at first I wasn't sure if it was just my smutty mind and they wereactually modern art sculptures or something, but no they were dildos. And very pretty (and bloody expensive!) ones they were too. Ho hum.

I actually wrote an essay that I'm proud of, and didn't leave it (entirely) to the last minute. Ok so the deadline was 4pm today and I was in the library after lectures at 10:30 finishing it off,  but I'd been working on it for a couple of weeks at least - look at me with my new sparkly attitude :P

There is a reason for all this new found motivation, and not only the fact that I'm now officially and utterly and blissfully single, and that is the sudden and glorious up swing in my social life.

Last week I went out for dinner with the mentalists and then to the circus of horrors (which was pants) and got semi-chatted up by a very cute barman *bg* and got moar new clothes of sexiness from R.

Last weekend my bro and soon-to-be-sis-in-law came home from lanzarote and we spent a lovely evening together and I got them into being human - woo :D

Next weekend I am motoring up the er motorway to southport to pick up the glamourpuss that is bravura_xxx and then onto bonny Glasgow for disturbiakiss 's housewarming party and fun times, which I'm so very excited about. Motoring back home on Sunday, working monday training on tuesday, working wednesday and then driving alllllllllll the way back to southport to start the mammoth " bravura_xxx  and silvaa 's 2009 fun in the sun (well we'll be inside playing guitar hero but you know what I mean) extravanganza" Cos we're off to lanzarote for eleven days (I'm quite excited can you tell?!) 




Sorry for the spammage people but I've perked up considerably since my last entry and will forthwith list the reasons why: 

1. Getting a text off a friend I haven't seen for ages (one of the sad casualties of the job fiasco :( ) inviting me out on Friday, to get pissed and pull random strangers - First time I've been able to say that for eight years! Should be fuun

2. Sitting here with the window open, smoking a spliff and listening to my teenaged next door neighbour explain to his friends why he's giving up weed. Good on him I say (with smoke billowing out my mouth - I never said I practiced what I preach did I?! :p)

3. Imminent delivery of peter steele icons courtesy of anonimosity via the curvaceous smut meister that is candesgirl 



denial

It's meme time boys and girls

Posted on 2009.02.17 at 21:27
I am: in the arms of cap'n jack
I feel: cheerfulcheerful
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Ganked from totaldrwhofreak  you know the drill: want, take, have :D


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denial
Posted on 2009.02.15 at 21:57
I am: sofa
I feel: highhigh
I'm listening to: Madrugada
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So I've been some places and done some stuff with some people and things. So a brief update of some things me:

1. Went on the annual family trip to London to see a show and stay in a swanky hotel. This year we saw Avenue Q which was silly and funny and rude in a frat boy way (but gay puppets always get my vote!) We also went round the British Library and looked at some rare manuscripts and an exhibit on oppression which was good. We also went for a very swanky meal  here , had delicious cocktails, awesome food, an totally FAILED to see David Tennant, which was frankly a dispointment (I was really hoping to catch him and Simm exiting the toilets looking flushed and well fucked - WHAT a girl can dream can't she?!) In related news I bought a new winter coat from Muji on Carnaby Street which I love.

2. The bsp situation is not yet sorted. After protacted and emotional discussions we mutually agreed to a months separation...a month ago. I rapidly came to the conclusion that breaking up is definitely the right decision, and would've contacted him to end it sooner if not for the snow, and this weekend being valentines day - I'm not that much of a heartless bitch, although I'm hoping that the fact I didn't contact him for valentine's day will hopefully give him a very clear message. Anyway I shall update accordingly

3. Overall things have been good, a little bit of work related stress, but my anxiety has been much better this month, I'm still losing weight slowly and steadily, getting more confident in my job etc so things are fairly smooth, except for one unexpected emotional over reaction to something I didn't want to do (tis boring so I won't go into it)




denial

TV meme

Posted on 2009.01.22 at 22:19
I am: sofaaaa
I feel: bouncybouncy
I'm listening to: Incubus
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1. Bold the shows you watch/used to watch.
2. Italic the shows you've seen at least one episode of.
3. Underline the shows you own on DVD.
4. Post your answers.



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boo fucking hoo
Posted on 2009.01.14 at 22:40
I am: sofaaaa
I feel: groggygroggy
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So....I'm single. After almost eight years in a relationship it's over. I'm mostly relieved, I know it's the right thing to do because I fell out of love with him a long time ago, but it was so difficult to actually make the decision to end it because we've been bumbling along in this rut of non communication hanging out behaving like flatmates for so long it's kinda comfortable. The one thing I hadn't factored in was how upset he would be - I suppose I kind of assumed that he didn't really give that much of a shit either, but apparantly I was wrong....although my cynical side is telling me that saying he was thinking of booking a surprise trip away for me isn't that same as actually doing it....but that's the way it always is....or should that be was? So we both cried, him more than me, and I was mostly crying because he was upset over it all, and then he said he couldn't stay and left (although I pointed out that I wasn't kicking him out as it was his house too) At some point we're going to have to do the traditional splitting up of (and hopefully not arguing over) possessions but he obviously needs a couple of days to get used to things so we'll see.

boo fucking hoo
Posted on 2008.12.29 at 02:26
I am: the bubble
I feel: cheerfulcheerful
I'm listening to: Foo Fighters
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In honour of my awesome spangly new animated mood theme courtesy of in_the_end A christmas update for y'all.

Had a really meh couple of weeks with hideous anxiety, not sleeping and panic attacks and such which wasn't nice. Mostly due to omg new shit at work but I'm starting to get to grips with things now which is good. I was feeling ok other than that, and have lost a bit more weight - atm ~I weigh the least I have done for about six years at least so I decided to dress up on xmas day as Rach had given me five pairs of jeans and trousers that fit me nicely now and she's grown out of.

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For christmas I got my new rocks *big massive grin* and midnight club and NFS  quite a bit of money which is always handy, hellboy and hellboy 2 special editions, 2 t-shirts (one has a big L and a picture of chairman MAO, and the other says dali havidson and has a daliesque pic of a harley) and various sundry things including some replacement big mugs as fudge broke all of mine :D  As for the pious-ness of my christmas, I didn't drink much, didn't swear much, smoked a bit of weed so not too bad at all

I also have a theory regarding the DW christmas special.

Fact: Tennant is well known for being a frisky boy indeed around the DW set, fucking his way around with gay abandon.
Fact: RTD totally wants a piece of that action (well who wouldn't right?) but alas alack Tennant only has eyes for the pretty.
Fact: RTD can be somewhat of a nasty little boy with a vindictive streak. He has lusted after this lanky streak of scottish sensuality for years to no avail.
Fact: The xmas special was RTD's last hoorah, and so what was his parting gift to the object of his unrequited affection, knowing also that morrisey and tennant have a "history"... I hypothesise he did the following two things:

1. Ensured that both Tennant and Morrisey spent an inordinate amount of time with their groinal areas squashed into harnesses for wirework, no doubt causing pain, bruises, discomfort, and a loss of libido

2. Devised a stunt whereby Tennant and Morrisey would be dragged around on their arses, thus effectively sealing off that method of coitus for both gentlemen.

The net result of these actions would be that Tennant and Morrisey would be unable, unwilling and disinclined to fuck like bunnies engage in intercourse.

This is definitely trufax!

Hope everyone had a very merry christmas and such




denial

another meme

Posted on 2008.12.11 at 23:49
I am: sofa
I feel: anxiousanxious
I'm listening to: Marilyn Manson
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Seen this all over the place, and it seemed more interesting than most, and I'm bored so yeah.


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